This photo was taken the day after I made the decision and told everyone. The power of coming out of Doubt for real!
This PIG is the biggest fish I have ever caught, and it was out of a small river where he was marauding the trout population.
I named him “SQUIRREL,” and I’m going back for more!
Thank you ALL for your wonderful acknowledgements and welcomes to this community! I have been working on acknowledging you individually but only just became Cause over Answering on Blogs!
My own blog will be up in a day or two.
I have recently gone through an extensive search for answers to troubling questions concerning the nature of various programs being forwarded by our church’s management. These programs include the IAS, the “Ideal Org” project, the institution of “International Events” and a few other activities and anomalies for which I could find no support in policy and no answers at Flag.
I have learned that honest people do not squirrel, but squirrels need honest people to get away with it. Honest people are more easily fooled and frequently generous. Hence the very honest and helpful and generous congregation of the Church of Scientology has fallen victim to an operating basis that describes a very different church than the one I joined so many years ago.
It’s rather like discovering as an adult that your favorite pet when you were a child is actually a stuffed doll. The first realization is not-issed, but as you continue to look you become more and more dumbfounded by the realization.
It used to be so alive!
I have awakened to the fact that many in our church today have lost their tongues and hide their notions that something is not right in our group. Social personalities don’t like to accentuate the negative, and anti-socials rely on this fact!
Communication has become a crime unless it is along “company lines.” There is the nagging presence of an outpoint yet unrevealed, and we have turned against each other as LRH said would happen in the presence of suppression.
The Doubt Formula today cannot be fully applied regarding these things because questions concerning intentions and activities and stats are treated like the spawn of the enemy, and one is not allowed to fully examine all sides of an issue. Full disclosure is a thing of bygone years.
To restore our group to it’s earlier glories – the 70’s and 80s when stats were going up - requires a dramatic change of operating basis and a real and thorough examination of what is going on.
For starters, we have to STOP looking for leaders and START looking to LRH.
I am heartsick about these discoveries as I have many friends who match these sterling qualities of generosity and honesty and gullibility who yet do not perceive these foul winds and disturbing trends, and hence will be dumbstruck by my announcement:
I am hereby withdrawing my support from the current management of the Church of Scientology and from these programs they have created with no sanction from LRH or from the policies he wrote that form the very glue of our union as free beings.
I will henceforth be operating as an independent Scientologist in the field.
I welcome as friends anyone who wants to Keep Scientology Working and bring about the Aims of Scientology, and is a genuine friend of LRH.
And so forth…
Disseminator at Large